Testimonials

My heart burst today during Satsang. It burst outward, not inward which was a sweet surprise. (In the past heart openings have been inward.) It burst open, and it feels as if the entire ocean is pouring out…flowing out…continuous. From the first Satsang, when I sat with you three years ago, where within minutes the explosions up the spine kissed their way into the brain, the visions where you interact directly, which the first one happened that evening; the lights which are daily outwardly and inwardly, and it is not only lights, but at times when I close my eyes there are grids like a matrix of every color/light/geometry infused –incredible…and the depths of silence which have now become alive. I thought it was over for me years ago when my whole world vanished into the void. That that was that. You have swallowed that and I am gloriously digesting in your splendor. So Blessed to have You in this life.

Nothing has been the same since coming into this lineage of Transmission. Shakti is felt all of the time and the potential inherent in it feels limitless, containing the fullest implications of Consciousness Awakening and Expansion. A door has been opened and the opportunity is here to walk through It and to feel to Infinity. This is a feeling-based Transmission and it will feel into every place in being, if cooperation occurs. The greatest mysteries of Everything, of Life, Consciousness, Death and beyond are contained within This. We discover that we are composed of Infinite Feelings and Light, that we are the effect of brilliance and not the cause of It. This is the secret of secrets and the unveiling of Sat-Chit-Ananda.

Just before the webcast I had been struggling with feelings of despair about my life; with feelings of not belonging; of not being spiritually advanced enough to be a part of David’s community… I was feeling utterly left out and infinitely lonely, sunk in a powerful vortex of negativity. During the webcast meditation I was feeling all this still. I simply couldn’t get free of the vortex, although I kept returning to awareness of Davids’ form sitting patiently with us. Then I suddenly felt as though I passed through his form into that Field of Compassion. I felt, almost physically, a comforting embrace that kept drawing me in. Each time the negativity vortex began to suck me back in it felt as if the embrace was pulling me out. I’d never felt any thing like that before during the meditations.

Then David answered a question at length and the words were so incredibly pertinent to much of what I’d been thinking/feeling recently that I was stunned. At the end he told us not to feel excluded or lonely (!), that we could participate in the Sedona retreat in our own home at the times when they’re meditating there (which I plan to do when possible). The words were such a comfort. I felt wrapped in kindly blessings.

Beautiful Grace and Power this evening cleared my mind and also informed me of deeper conditioning in which I could feel Light penetrating in my abdomen as a it was coming up. You never cease to remind me of what you are, David. Much Love,

David, you are the Divine Mother. I have felt your unconditional Love and Embrace time and time again since knowing you. You hold me in a loving embrace that guides all parts of my being. You are bringing my being, my heart to a flowering I never imagined possible-full of Love, Shakti, Peace and the Multi-Dimensional Lights of Color. I love you immensely. Thank you for showing me what it means to love unconditionally. My whole being is distracted by you, by your Heart. Thank you.