My heart burst today during Satsang. It burst outward, not inward which was a sweet surprise. (In the past heart openings have been inward.) It burst open, and it feels as if the entire ocean is pouring out…flowing out…continuous. From the first Satsang, when I sat with you three years ago, where within minutes the explosions up the spine kissed their way into the brain, the visions where you interact directly, which the first one happened that evening; the lights which are daily outwardly and inwardly, and it is not only lights, but at times when I close my eyes there are grids like a matrix of every color/light/geometry infused –incredible…and the depths of silence which have now become alive. I thought it was over for me years ago when my whole world vanished into the void. That that was that. You have swallowed that and I am gloriously digesting in your splendor. So Blessed to have You in this life.
